把工作变成寄托，好听点。变成避风港，中肯点。变成避难所，难听点。

靠写东西来发泄，好久没了。

成长就像蜕变，必须把曾经让你暖和的皮给脱下。美丽的皮纹路，干枯地，变灰白地，也撕裂地卸下了。

不舍却无可避免。

是我太害怕改变，还是世俗的中规中矩教育让人改变不了。没了指引就迷失了，需探索，需摸索，需冒险，需受伤，才能找到属于自己的指引。

写写了，才觉得好像是他妈的一些小孩子烦的无为琐事。

人总是最厉害说一些后知后觉言论，仿佛寂寞和迷失就如电话的一样，划一下锁键钮，彩色会填满黑暗的荧幕，消失了。

但请原谅我的肤浅，我真的很寂寞，又迷失。。

最近在医院度过了许多日子，

学会了许多，

知道什么是真正的糖尿病

知道怎么样照顾糖尿病者

知道肺积水的危机和症状

知道当皮肤已经干成几乎像死皮或似结晶的状态时候，年华不再

知道当已经几乎感觉不到有肌肉的存在的时候，体验到时间确实已经流失了

知道年已近百时，却需要尿布然后又漏出那份尊严的伤害

知道佳节即将来临，也希望家和身体真的能恢复如初

知道当早已入土的老伴和姐妹在梦中呼唤....

很想和你在一起

好好地活下去

报答我松开手的心碎。

请不要悲痛，

我早晚暗中

都会庇护你

爱着你

happy birthday, 21st to myself.

happy birthday.

=)

久违了。

昨晚看了她的演唱会

她的演唱会是我决定在我人生中必看的一场

唱功真的已经出神入化了。

相较之下，真的会觉得时下很多不会唱歌的歌手们

竟然都能开演唱会，好烂哦。

但也必须靠他们才能显示蔡琴的功力有多高

即使有人翻唱，

她的版本，还是会深刻人心

抱歉我的手机照相功能并不那么的完美

这是我已尽我所能了。

如果你有留意蔡琴平时在电视节目的行为

应该知道她都是敢做敢为的人

昨晚也不例外。

当演唱会还有十几分钟才接近尾声时，

有一批坐在VIP区的不识相的观众离席，

蔡琴就说了那么的一席话：

“那些想要赢钱的朋友们请离开吧，我祝那些留下来的朋友会赢更多钱。

想离开的，请赶快吧。”

当时我真的是吓坏了，太棒了！女王就是女王。

演唱会最高潮的部分，就是全场大合唱《恰是你的温柔》的时候

蔡琴几乎是比较亲民的，比起张惠妹

她看到了我们的大合唱很感动，

一直让乐队重复副歌的部分，让我们唱得过瘾。

而且也让我们ENCORE了两次

好过瘾哦。

整场的演唱会，《情人的眼泪》，《不了情〉和〈恰是你的温柔〉是感触最多的时候。

几乎有点想哭的感觉。

真的很感谢小舅和舅母的款待，=)

小小的插曲：

他们终于结婚了

几乎没人不看好的一对。

相信全世界都回祝福你们的

V Day

夜的来袭。

风的吹袭。

你的偷袭。

心已被侵袭。

Happy V-Day.

回首一望

最近，我回首一望，

发现我好可悲，好像都一直为了明天而活。

听起来很立志

但其实是骗自己只要熬过了今天，就有美好的明天了

却明知明天也会像今天一样，

反复地，重复地，轮回地一样煎熬。

也许这就是我经常告诉朋友们，有时候我们必须去认一些不能违抗的宿命。

但，我也认到很辛苦。

仿佛离不开，也前进不了

陷在里面。

最近，我回首一望，

人和事物的变迁，

快到让我喘不过气，

快到让我想珍惜当下和回味都来不及，

快到让我觉得失去, 原来真是那么地可怕。

最近，我回首一望，

发现其实我年少轻狂所干的事

其实也不算是件坏事

没了那些，我也不能回眸窃笑

但我觉得还想对一人说对不起

虽然始终历史是不能被抹杀的

最近，我回首一望，

我真的好累

好孤独。

心倘如赤裸地被冷风永不停止的狂吹

原来寂寞是冷的。

Lastly,回首一看，

我的华语语法变更烂了。

哈哈，自嘲一下。

Confession 告白

highly recommended movie

unexpected plot and extraordinary storyline.

don't want to be spoiler so I wont tell it.

=)

Please watch it in PPS, if you guys have it.

Nominated in Oscar Foreign Film this year

5 stars over 5 for it!

Amit 阿密特

the stage

great talented guitarist .

leopard print . =)

this is the part where all of the fans sang 听海，我可以抱你吗？together

很感动 ！

=D

yes. indeed I went it.

please don't kill me.

接受了女神的洗礼。

我人生去的第一场演唱会。

终于可以亲耳听原唱唱“听海”，”哭不出来“。

可以死而无憾了。

从小听她的歌长大。

很感动当阿妹说她很开心她的歌陪了大家走过每个人生阶段，

有失恋的，有开心的，有热恋的.

真的陪伴我们很多

haha.

once a diva, always a diva

and she'll always be our's

an irreplaceable one.

thanks to auntie and uncle

bought ticket for me.

I'm really appreciate it .

=)

曲目：

Intro+Amit/當我開始偷偷地想你/衝動/維多利亞的秘密/分生/水藍色眼淚/相愛后動物感傷/公主徹夜未眠/永遠的快樂/黑吃黑/我可以抱你嗎/趁早/哭不出來/掉了/寂寞保齡球/Come Together/So Good/火+東京+Badboy/好膽你就來/彩虹/OK/三天三夜

安哥：開門見山

剑雨

我愿化做石桥，受五百年的风吹，日晒，只为你能从这桥上走过。

support.

I support tcmaine

Steamboy

once again.
the greatest of japanese animation.
likey
<3

SANBANTO 三板头

It was a boring sunday.
and I finished my laundry.
Invited housemate to have lunch with me.
As we walked to SS2 ,
housemate said wanna eat somethin nice.
so here goes another food hunt.
=3






"Pork lovers are in for a treat. This specialty restaurant only serves the best pork in town. The pork that they serve comes from their own farm. It is the first and only pig farm accredited with ISO 22000 (HACCP) certification in Malaysia and does not practice the use of banned substances such as illegal growth hormone injections. The meat is kept in a controlled climate (0ºC - 4ºC) throughout the entire process from farm to the shop to ensure freshness, so patrons are safe to buy as well as eat healthy and natural pork all the time. Now you can savour the best pork dishes all crafted from its glass enclosed kitchen. A must try is the all-time favourite BBQ Ribs and Sanbanto Bacon & Cheese Burger, Braised Pork Knuckle in Demi-Glace Sauce served with Butter Rice as well as its Pork Bolognese with Home-made Pappardelle."

---article from soyummy.com

(click to enlarge)


so here's a thing I always do during food hunting.
always ask for the recommended meal from the waiter/waitress.
they usually hav the "stars" or a "thumbs up" marked nxt to the food name.
well, though sometimes u might get a bad one
but atleast there's somethin when you cannot make up your mind .
=)


my Pork Bolognese with Home-made Pappardelle.


housemate's Sanbanto Bacon & Cheese Burger

and is it nice?
I just love my food-six-sense.
rarely fail one.
It was AMAZING ! BRAVO !

they are like western style butchery shop + restaurant.
I like all the interior design and cutlery too.
it just makes u relax and enjoy the food.
not to mention it's really clean inside.


ahhh. I just couldn't live without food .
<3
but I guess no one does right?
LOL.
sorry, a lame joke.

The Last Polka

Went to The Bee again
Which I've posted about this little nice restaurant before in my my blog
(click here for the previous post)
invited by Miss Carin
cuz she said this time she wanna try the burger
haha.
and I was wandering around to find some special snack food or side food
eventually I saw this ice -cream.


and googled it.
Apparently it's a local brand homemade ice-cream
made with 100% natural ingredients




So I've decided to giv it a shot
ordered this flavour,
Malt & Peanut Butter
OH MY GOSHHH !!!
THIS SHIT FWUAKING SMOOTHH !!
sorry for dunno how to describe it.
though is fattening , qoute from miss Carin
haha. XD
but this shit is worth for fattening and open your wallet to buy it.

Click THE LAST POLKA for the official website, and you can order online too
or
Click HERE for the other food blogger's website
see how they introduce it
with photos

there are things to note here
they have these awesome flavours too:
Guinness, Nutella aand Teh Tarik






LITERALLY these flavours

I wanted to order Guinness for the god damn definately !
but too bad that it's olrdy sold out.
T.T
I guess it's just bad luck.
next time then.

Patrick and Weng Kit, we should try it next time !

"I thank god ,
thank you for letting me feel fear,
fear that I would lose the person I love someday."

-Eat,Pray,Love

deathful and dreadful
distraction and interaction
scattered and shattered
wishing and yearning
figured out and thought about
choose and loose
prepared and prevent
shade and fade.

by: ME

"If we love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it when one day we are separated?"

"and if separation is part of life, and you know separation well. Is it possible that we can love someone and never afraid of losing them?"

"At the same moment, is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all?"

----Loneliness, Mew

蔡康永的说话之道

for those people who knows me

I SERIOUSLY BARELY read book or novel

beside those novels we used to read during high school for English and Malay class

but this is a good book to read.

I saw 蔡康永(author) was introducing it in his variety talk show 康熙来了

He is one of my favourite chinese host

I always like the way how he interview so many different types of people

and make sure the show is in the flow yet funny

or serious if he wants

It's not hard to read it, it's not like other book that full of small words

on every pages.

I'm not a bookworm , so I don't like those kind of books

anyway it's a nice and captivating book.

rating : 4/5

haha

Xenri

I went back to Cheras last Friday
to take my agreement that Patrick has sent to uncle's house
Theng picked me up as soon as she finished her class
As she reached my place, she asked me to drive instead
cuz it's a traffic jam time and she was exhausted
So, as a decent and sweet biao ge.
how could I ever reject my adorable cousin.
=3

Well, the end of crap.

here's the main point

Uncle brought us to Xenri
They have two branches
one is at Old Klang Road , another one is at Menara Hup Seng , Imbi
we went to Imbi one.

Standard Charted Bank has sent him a SMS
that there's a promotion for Standard Charted Credit Card of 50% off having Japanese buffet at there
so drop from rm 68 per person
until rm 30 somethin person.
XD




our room
with a great garden view


the garden view


the adorable one.


the dessert corner
sorry that I didn't took other food photo
too busy to take the food.
XD


These are my first round
hehe






I made this by myself
greentea ice cream + mochi + red bean topping + nut
inspired by sushi king dessert.
haha.







views from garden

we all were bloated !
and that's the best thing of having buffet.
hehe.
Click HERE for more information.

the Bee

Theoretical exam was ok, though I finished it in within 30 minutes .
hehe.
though I found out there are several wrong answers after discussed with classmate.
=(

after that, we went Jaya One for lunch
as I promised Carin and PJ yesterday
Louie tagged along too.
We were planning to go to Sushi King at first
but then eventually we've decided to eat at the Bee




the bar


lamps

the promotions


he's actually holding a cigarette on the other hand
wanted to show a nice guy image
so he wont show it.
xD


Louie's Double Latte and Red Velvet Cake


My big coke and PJ's ice water
my coke is complimentary with the order of my meal
one of their promotion.



My Australia Burger.
recommended by waitress
IT WAS SUPERB !!!!!
I was like "hm~hmm~~"
I can see angel is waving his hand to me
the cheese was melted into the beef ham
maybe I was too hungry.
but still, I think it's AWESOME !!

and students get 10% off of total bill
WUHU !
free drinks + 10% off
TOTALLY WORTH IT


and Lastly,

try to guess where it is.
it's in the gent's toilet
it's the place that where we always pee on the wall
but this one is pee on that GLASS !
and there is water coming out from the top of the glass .
I was shocked when I saw someone was pee-ing on some glass fence
=.=
it's too beautiful to pee on it